Sexuality...

So this is something that I would never tell anyone right now because of how scared it makes me feel and I want to post this on here and see if anyone can help me..

So lately I’ve noticed that I kinda have a thing for girls like it’s strange, I’m 18 and this will sound weird but the other day I was with a distant family member and she for some reason made me feel happy and like her personality and I just thought ummm I like her.....

I don’t know why I felt that way but I did. And it’s not just her it’s other girls I sometimes find attractive.

I’ve come to terms (slightly) that maybe when I get into collage I glycolysis meet new people and maybe experiment with a girl but I think my taste for a girl is really strange like I think it’s someone older then me or the same age or something to do with their personality....

I’m so confused at the moment with all this, and it’s really getting at me.

If anyone could please give me some advice that would be very much appreciated!