Pregnant again with only one tube I can’t even be excited 😔

My pregnancy was ectopic 2016 and then 2017 miscarriage. I am pregnant again with my 3rd baby and my appointment isn’t until the 10th. I really want this one to stick. I can’t bare to go through another loss. It makes me nervous because I only have one tube and every ache or pain I feel makes me worry. After my surgery doctor said my right tube looked normal it’s just scary cause I always think of the what if’s. I’m not going to enjoy this pregnancy until I know my baby is in the right spot with a heartbeat. I pray that this baby is going to be okay and healthy I’m just in need of support 😔💕