So I definitely believe that my significant other is a narcissist. Everything I’ve read about it fits him. I also do t want to assume either though so I feel crazy. But there’s the controlling and the manipulation and the playing the victim and the buying fancy things for his self worth, not taking accountability, not changing. All of that and so a little background, I am pregnant with my second baby and it’s his but he is not the father of my first baby. We just started couples therapy, we have had one session and I am feeling so hopeless. It seems as if any time i spend with him at all I can’t stand him. I don’t want him to touch me I hate showing him any affection anymore and every single time I say I don’t want to have sex 30 minuets later or sooner he proceeds to touch me sexually, and since ivehad sexual abuse I freeze and I don’t say anything and I let it happen! I really need to work on that I know. Either way it causes more resentments and I’m at a loss. I’m scared to be a single mother of two from two different dads. I have a job at Taco Bell and I am about to start finishing my Diploma I’m almost 21 and I really don’t know what to do. I feel dumb and like I can’t do it on my own. Has anyone had any experience and if so what was your experience negative or positive.

UPDATE: So I finally truly told him how I feel and then he tried to manipulate and say all this stuff and then eventually he made it his idea to leave me so I was perfectly fine with that 😂 and then he calls at 7 am the next morning waking me and my baby up and then starts to say how he doesn’t really want to break up and that he’s so so so sad. He even started to say how he will take me to court to take the unborn baby from me when the baby is born. I am really worried now about what he can do and if he can just take the baby.