Am I the only one who was on birth control for so long?

Destiny • 29, Virgo, married to a 6`3 sweet man, been 5`1 since I was 14, love kids, pink is my favorite color, ttc for baby #2 for 1 year. 3 chemical pregnancy. 2 miscarriages.

So I had horrible cramps at a very young age, & my doctor decided to put me on birth control......So I was on birth control for 7 years, 5 on the pill and 2 on the depo. I also have endometriosis, had surgery, & 6 months worth of my hormones being removed. After all that I was put on thr pill again for about 3 months before I told my doctor I want to be taken off so I have some kind of chance in the future to have a baby.

2 years later I meet my husband. We tried for 1 year to have a baby. Nothing. Go to my doctor again. She asks questions, tells me to take all these different medicine over time, then to see if anything happened. At the time we 21 & 22. She kept saying we have time, we are young. (So does everyone else)

1 year later, I still can't produce my own periods all the time, like I can miss a month or two. I feel like I have moments of pregnancy symptoms, then end up being negative. We are 23 & 24 now. I've cried a lot. I've questioned why people are just like 'oh we weren't even trying' or 'I got off birth control 6 months ago and got pregnant'. And it bothers me the most when everyone says 'oh y'all are just babies, you have time, or don't rush it.' I understand all of it however it breaks my heart every time. I don't know if its me. I don't know if we will ever have a baby. Adoption is a option however. We said when he turns 25 if we haven't gotten pregnant then thats when we will turn to adoption. & I feel like I only can talk to my husband.. I have no friends. & I don't want to talk to family(they all have kids)

So my question is does anyone else have a problem from being on birth control for so long??