Should I Be Hesitating?...

Nola

I have a best friend and we both like each other past friends. But we aren’t dating, we’re more like fwb. Anywho, he’ll ask to do things (that fwb would do) but I’m physically a virgin in all ways, never even kissed someone. Whereas he’s done much much more. He’s head over heals for me and respects me a lot and never does something without asking me...but I feel so bad for not going further...but I get so nervous and anxious and afraid. I trust him...I just don’t trust my thoughts. And I don’t want to always disappoint him or let him down when he only wants to be closer to me in that way...