I just need to vent

I’m having a hard time feeling loved by my husband. We have been trying to have a baby for over a year. He just got home from drill. He was gone for only two nights. I had class tonight. Went to class, came home, fell up the stairs, twice. I’m so graceful, if you can’t tell. Anyhow, came inside tell him I fell on the stairs trying to come up to the house, no response. When I was gone for 2+ hours I only asked him to make the bed. Bed is unmade, still. I got him a cookie, he actually said thanks to that. Stole my baked potato when I told him he can go put one in the microwave for himself. He stole it anyway. I got upset, and told him that he cant even do something as simple as throw a potato in the microwave for 6mins. He pays more attention to his phone and Xbox than he does me nowadays. I feel so unhappy and have told him that, he cried and said he’ll change. Yeah right. He’s a sweet guy, and I’m lucky to have him, but at the same time I told him I’m getting burnt out. I’m getting burnt out on doing everything for us. I run my own business, he doesn’t have a job except for the two days once a month he leaves for drill. I’m tired. I’m so tired. We planned on watching a movie when I got home from class. He’s only talked to me once since over been home for an hour and that was thanks for the cookie. Yeah 👌🏽 I’m freaking fantastic. I’m always fantastic. Especially lately with all the negative tests, all the patience that I put into us, all the time I put into making him and me possibly happy. I struggle with depression. My dad passed away a little over 2 year ago and I need him badly I feel like. I’m just so tired of everything. Every single thing in life seems like an uphill battle and I’m getting tired of climbing this mountain by myself, not as a couple to conquer the world.