😭😭😭 I'll delete this but I just really need advice please

My bf asked me to walk up to the store and I was wearing a tube top so I changed because I knew he'd throw a fit if I wore it..

Well I put on a pair of his baggy sweats and a regular shirt that is cropped a little bit at the bottom usually showing my stomach but his sweats are high so I was able to tie them and not show my stomach at all. It also covers my entire chest.

Not like it should even fucking matter but it completely covers everything. Well I told him that it shouldn't matter since I've worn a tank top that shows my boobs and he freaked out on me saying "okay sit your ass down and don't go at all then" so I'm livid telling him that he's too controlling for me and the entire time he's telling me to "stfu bitch"

Guys I'm not ready to have a kid to began with. He cummed in me after I told him not to and got me pregnant. I mentioned that I may want to get an abortion because we are not in a stable place right now in our relationship or financially and he said "OKAY FUCK YOU BITCH" "GO AHEAD AND GET AN ABORTION ILL JUST IMPREGNATE ANOTHER BITCH" ??? Like how could he go so low. This is the exact reason why I've been wanting to get the fuck out of here. Recently he has been getting so mentally abusive and will just walk in and say "bend over" like I'm a fucking dog. Idk what to do. I know I need to leave him but I have no place to go. I'm literally fucking heartbroken. He's never acted like this before 😭😭 but now that I'm pregnant he's been acting like I'm his property now.

I'm 8 weeks btw and in order to abort I'll have to do it by or before 10 weeks so I need to decide fast. I feel really guilty for doing it because I also had an abortion at 16 with the same guy but it was the first few months we were dating.

I need advice on if I should go through with it or not.