So tomorrow is my 10 year anniversary and I know we won’t be celebrating it since we both work. We both were off the past two days and did not celebrate either. We are going out of town this weekend but to celebrate my MIL 60th birthday not for us. I mean I kinda knew we wouldn’t we haven’t celebrated since like year 7 or so. We have been in a rocky place and frankly I’m just not happy anymore I just don’t know how to to move on. I was hoping he would do something to show me that I’m wrong for feeling this way and that we have gotten better after therapy but nope. Just needed to vent I guess I can’t really talk to anyone about it.