Drunk and feelings?

So I got into it with someone I’ve been dealing with the past few months. Basically he says that we should cool it because he feels feelings are getting to strong on my side and he doesn’t feel like in the long run he has those intentions for me. I’m extremely upset because this is the same man who asked to date at one point, says he loves me (when he’s drunk) and has been playing the role all along. Now he makes it seem like it was all in my head. I’m stuck broken and torn trying to figure out if it was really me and it was not! I don’t know if things maybe got too serious for him and he wants to back out now but I’m torn that he would make things seem as though they were not. This literally came out of no where. .. was I wrong to assume these feelings? How do I move on?