I haven’t posted before but since recovery I’ve gained so much weight I feel disgusting. I have BDD so I’m sure I feel worse than I should but I can’t help it. I keep having flashbacks to how I looked at prom a few months ago and I start shaking and crying I feel so incredibly repulsive I cant even function. I won’t share a prom pic bc I don’t wanna have to look at it but here is me. Lift me up please I need it rn. I just saw my kinda boyfriend and I dont know why he’d wanna be w me I’m disgusting. My belly is my biggest issue. From the side it looks worse but i don’t have pics.