i had no major issues during this entire pregnancy and i was certain i'd be able to deliver vaginally. on the day she was born the doctor strongly suggested a c-section because of baby's dropping heart rate during contractions, baby's fetal position, (sunny-side up) my lack of dialation and my cervix not thinning. i was completely unaware that any of this was occuring so when i was informed i became frightened, because i had not considered getting a c-section. my mom and man were by my side to support me and after we prayed, i was ready for the surgery. i ended up puking in the o.r. and was shaking like a rattlesnake tail the entire time. my nerves were through the roof. my man and i discussed what were going to eat and drink and places we would travel to during the procedure and it really helped me tune out the commotion. i am so thankful for him. and, when i saw my baby child for the first time, i thought to myself wow, Wow, WOW. i thanked the Lord, i thanked the doctors, i thanked my man and although i was still shaking i was so happy to have gotten it over with. i've been informed of aftercare for myself and my incision, and i am so happy to have my child here, the support of my family and love from the Lord. God has been, is, and will continue to be good to me, especially during frightening times, and i am so thankful for the joy i received, even though the process didn't go exactly the way i thought it would.