Well it sucked last night I gave him head but because I have a slight yeast infection he did even want to finger me. Now tbh he never goes down on me but the sex is usually amazing and when he fingers me it’s better then it has ever been when anyone has gone down on me. But last night I made sure to suck tell he lost control and I barely got a loving hand on my back. Guess it’s bothering me more then I want to let on. Ugh. Why can it ever be =. Anyway thanks for the vent.