Does anyone else feel this way?.. my husband and I want a baby so bad! But I’m maybe 35lbs overweight. I originally lost 20lbs before we started trying but have gained 5lbs back while trying. I need to get motivated but I have been so depressed and 20lbs was hard and thru off my hormones. I feel like 35 more is gonna be the same.

But on the other hand.. I’m overweight now and what is that going to do to my body when I do get pregnant? What is that going to do to my baby?

I don’t want to put TTC aside while I try to get my weight under control.. what if I never get it under control!? It took at least 6months to lose the first 20lbs

Sorry for my long rant.. weight lose has been such an emotional thing for me.. and being unsuccessful at TTC is also very emotional..