This is shark week 😭 VENTING

I’m so emotional I am sad I am not pregnant but I’m glad that I got it this week and not next week! My S/O and I are going out of town 4days I was so worried my period was going to show next week! My S/O told me he doesn’t want any children 😭 but I just want a baby with him! I have been having baby fever and his friend knocked his gf up And they only knew each other for a month! WHY couldn’t I be the one knocked up! I’ve been so sad after my miscarriage back in NOVEMBER I just want to be pregnant!