Today would have been my baby’s third bday. My due date was 8/8/15, but I lost the baby during my first trimester. I know it was early and it’s been three years but it’s still a struggle on this date. Me and the father are no longer together, which was for the best. But the selfish part of me wishes I could have had my baby. And when I try to speak on my feelings people keep saying how it was for the best and to move past it but it’s hard. I feel very alone on this day every year. I just wonder what type of person my baby would have been. Sorry for venting just needed to express myself.