I guess one could call me pathetic because I ended up falling into that cliche. I fell in love with my bestfriend. I guess I’ve know for a while but I’ve been denying it to myself but something changed in our lives for the worst and I just realize that’s what the heartbreak. I always saw him as Fam. Yet now I just don’t know anything. Going for 6yrs if friendship yet I don’t think it will last. And now I have to hide feelings that I don’t want. I’m honestly breaking slowly. Not only do I fall for my bff but this is the first time I’ve ever felt anything relating to romantic love toward anyone. The saddest thing is I continue to stay because I can’t lose him