I just need a good cry. Everything in my life has gone terrible. By being ignored to let down, hurt, used, lied to. I just need someone to talk to, but anytime i talk to someone its always, "look for a bright side" "everything will be better". Its not thats the problem. Having epliespy is one reason, i havent been able to live a normal life since i was 11 (when i was diagnosed). Everyone treats me different. But i feel like if i go to someone about depression, anxiety, support or anything i feel like im puting a weight on their shoulder or im making a negative mood. I just dont know who to talk to. My parents will just say its a faze. When its not, i know who i am and i know what i feel. My best friend lives 700 miles away and its not like i can just book a flight or drive to her. 1 not old enought for my parents to let me fly alone 2. I dont have a license and never will have one because of my eplisepy. Im sitting in my room contemplating what to do. Just cry it all out and end up getting sick. Or just hold it in like i always do. Someone help...