how to deal with a breakup when you were with somebody for 3 years? all the relationships before were kid relationships and barley lasted a month, so i really don’t consider them relationships lol. we were 16 and 17 when we met and we’re now 20 and almost 21.

things haven’t always been perfect but what relationship is? he was my first everything and now i don’t know how i’m going to get passed this. i know time heals everything and i’ll just have to take it day by day, but how do i get the thought that i won’t find anybody else out of my head?

i know that’s a stupid thing to think but i can’t help it. i just wish this wasn’t my life right now and i’m tired of crying over somebody who plainly said they didn’t care about me.

yes i’m still young but i don’t wanna be 30 before i get married and have kids. no offense but that’s just not how i pictured my life.