2 pregnancies, no babies ☹️

Sierra • two chemicals in a row, but still ttc baby #1👼🏽 🌈

Please tell me it’s not my fault i keep miscarrying. I started bleeding today after my hcg levels dropped. My second miscarriage BACK TO BACK ! I can’t help but to blame my self. One time, it’s like “it happens to plenty..” but after the second time in a row im really starting to think somethings wrong with me 😭 I just don’t get it... why me 😭 I want this more than anything!!!!!!!!!!!!😭😭 is there ANYTHING I can do to reduce my risk at all? 😭 I’m holding off on ttc for a few months but man am I scared for it to happen again 😭