Done trying to be happy

over it all .... past 2 days been put down by husband basically making me feel like a crap mom all around. try to have a good day today and still get complained at over something stupid. try to get past that and make myself have a good day and of course it's all ruined again cause I'm a crap mom and can't get my toddler to nap in his own bed or even nap at all today. all I want is a red bull and some wine and I can't cause I'm pregnant. we have no good coffee... forgot to take out dinner so there's that also can't just sit here and cry cause I don't want my son to see that.... Can't vent to my husband cause he just gets upset that I'm venting even if it has nothing to do with him....