Anyone else just feeling like crap . Who knew trying to have a baby could be this difficult. Seeing all this pictures of BFP is killing my confidence. I keep taking test hoping that I will get a vvvfl at least but nothing . I find myself grasping for any sign I might be pregnant yet no positive. How am I suppose to do this month after month ?? How am I suppose to survive the emotional damage of getting a negative every month . I see people that have been trying for years and I just think “ I can’t do it “ . Hubs keep telling me that I have to not think about it . BUT HOW ?? How do you not think about it all the time . As I watch my son get older i also see the childhood of having a sibling for him slips away . Those who have been trying for years , you are inspiration. Those you have finally gotten their BFP , congratulations. But seriously , How do we go on ??