The Waiting Game.... ( Sorry, Pretty Long )

So I am currently 19weeks 2days, with my first baby. I just found out I’m having a little girl, and I cannot stop obsessing about how she’s going to look and how bad I want her here already 😔’ I have 4 months 1week left... & I am just anxious ‘ I just want to hold my little girl more than anything ! I am only 21 years old, I am currently engaged to my baby’s father, who is literally almost perfect !!! It’s crazy how my life has completely changed ....

3 years ago, I was sentenced to 48months in a correctional facility, with 2 felonies...I severed 2/3 of my time & I am currently on parole for the remainder.. I was just recently released in February & I have noticed a huge change in everything I do !!! When I was incarcerated I took it upon myself to go to school.. First I got my GED, than had the opportunity to also get my HIGH SCHOOL DIPLOMA, which I did, and after those 2, I went to College through Hennepin Tech and got my Office Support Degree with a B+ Average !! Now that I am having a beautiful little girl, I want to continue to push myself to be better and to not fall back into old habits, this little girl means more to me than anything ever has!! I’ve never had any motivation the way I do for my daughter ! I know things get hard, and it’s gona be rough making sure I have everything I need for my daughter ‘ but no matter what I will do everything in my power to make sure she never goes without !!

I love you with all my heart Maya Rose Thorn, mommy & daddy can’t wait to meet you ❤️