so ive honestly never been around kids. ive never even held a baby or anything before. i tried to stay away from peoples kids because i didnt know what to do. but yesterday i went to see a family member and they were watching a friends baby and this little boy was so cute! he crawled right up to me and i picked him up and i almost cried because it made me want my baby here! lol it was the first time ive ever held a baby that small but it was a precious moment.. i was holding back tears😂 i instantly thought i cant wait till my baby boy is here in my arms