Heartbroken

Last night the hubby asked me "is my baby on the way yet?" Omg it made me sad, I'm due for AF in 1 day and all tests are negative. Usually I would be spotting with brown cm by now but I haven't. I think I possibly had implantation bleeding at 7-8 dpo but now I'm just not sure. It was hard telling my husband there's no baby and he's just like "ugh why not😭". The struggle is real...