Who’s with me

My cycles are so long and clearly TTC as you can see by my sex logs lol. I still got such a high fear I can’t have kids because of my cycle lengths. My fiancé and I are both dying to have our little one and so sad that people around us try once and are able to get pregnant. Or even people we know who don’t want kids got pregnant so fast!! No idea what to do and my fiancé smokes weed but I highly doubt that will do anything it is medical weed.