Does anybody just really dislike husbands friends??? Seriously there is not one that I even remotely like... I am nice when we hang out but they all grew up together (small town) and I’m an outsider... I feel so alone. Literally there’s only a few people where we live that married outside of their small county. So when we are hanging out and they are talking about the good old times. I just sit there awkwardly... they don’t try and make me feel welcome and my husband says I need to try harder. But why do I always have to be the bigger person!? I’m so sick of it! And I don’t have any friends I consider close... so my husband is enough for me. But he wants me to have a relationship with his friends.... I’m just sick of being fake and trying