Hi guys,

We have been trying to conceive for a year now and it’s getting increasingly harder to stay positive when faced with all the negatives.

I have severe PCOS. I haven’t had a period for seven years and we are in the process of a referral to a fertility clinic.

Sometimes I feel pregnant and have a lot of symptoms but always get negatives. It’s hard because you end up digging yourself into a hole thinking you may be getting false negatives or that every little thing is a pregnancy symptom because you want it so badly.

I hate having to avoid anything pregnancy related because it makes me feel so shit or having to fight jealousy to be happy for other people.

One of the worst things is not being able to give my partner a baby when I know how much he wants one.

Sorry for the rant, I just needed to get it off my chest.

G x