I need a friend

I need a friend. Like I mean I have friends... but right now I'm 21, 35wk+3d, and I am having a really haard time connecting with any of them. I'm also having a hard time with my BFs sister and mom being super excited about the pregnancy because I feel like I haven't had time to celebrate and be excited about my own child. I've had to deal with a shit ton of financial issues and my BF being unreliable with his job situations and bi-polarism. I just keep getting mad at them... so I'm having a hard time talking with them too. I've been stuck at the house because gas issues and car issues, which means I can't work but my boss is super lenient and just put me on pregnancy leave, but now I'm bored out of my mind. Having a hard time talking to anyone in my family cause it's a bunch of "busy all the times" and assholes. I just want a friend that's there or understands...