I am 9 days postpartum. I feel so lost. I could cry all day if given the chance, I dont know what the new normal is. I constantly feel on edge and have anxiety. I adore my son more than anything on this earth. But I cant pull myself out of this dark hole I am in. I never have an appetite, I just eat because I know I have to to keep up with breastmilk. On top of all of that I had a c-section and I've been in pain for a week because of it. I have no relief... I am struggling. I need help 😢😢😢