I’m 4’9” and currently 230lbs I am seeing a nutritionist I’m trying everything I possibly can but it’s really hard to try to lose this weight I did it before but for some reason it’s harder now than ever I have a lot of stress in my life I am responsible for so many things at work and take care of my grandmother I’m trying to be a good wife and now I think with trying to lose the weight it may not be the right time to think about having a baby right now which makes me sad