Am I the only one?

I’m 35+4 weeks pregnant and lately I’ve been feeling really emotional about not being able to do what I want when the baby is finally here. I’m starting to wonder if there’s something wrong with me and am I going to be a terrible mother if I feel that way? I then start to cry because I feel awful for thinking like that and then tell my baby that I love him and can’t wait for him to be here and I’m sorry for feeling this way. But I can’t help think that by thinking that, I’m just an awful mother and don’t deserve him.

I’m honestly SO excited for him to be here, and I’m so happy that I get a little baby boy in my arms soon, it’s just making me a little sad that once he is here everything will be different and my life will be change completely. Am I the only one that is thinking this way? Am I terrible for thinking like that? Is there something wrong with me?

Thank you.