It must just not be our month...

So this is our first month of TTC and I feel like everything is against us! I’m just getting over a sinus infection. My daughter got a fever over the weekend and still has a slight fever today the dr said it’s Roseola so it should be gone in a few days. And then my husband came home this morning because he got sick at work. And now he is sleeping in our bedroom. 🙁

And of course this is my fertile week and I’m supposed to ovulate on Friday! I just kinda get this feeling that maybe God is saying, “not this month.” But idk.🤷‍♀️ I want to be pregnant so bad but I have learned that something what I want doesn’t always happen right when I think it should. So I’m having a hard time not getting up set and thinking we won’t get to try this month. I know God is in control and he knows all and everything happens for a reason but it’s still hard. And I don’t want to be selfish either. All I really want is for my family to be healthy again but it would be so nice if it was at least before Friday! Haha Sorry I just needed to get this out I don’t want to make my husband feel bad for being sick, he can’t control that.

TTC is so stressful!