Why men don’t want me.

I always think to myself that I’m never going to find the right man for me and my son. It’s either because I’m over weight and I’m not gonna lie about it that I am over weight from all the stress that I been under from my ex husband and other reasons. Or it’s because I have a child I know some guys want a woman with no children because they want a woman to have their kids and no one else’s kids. I’m always telling myself when is it going to be the right time that a man will come into my life and love care trust honest respect me and my son for who we are. And who will always be there for the both of us when we really need the comfort and support from each other. I never got to go on actual dates and it was never romantic and I really want to go out on dates that some will be romantic and I just hope that one guy comes around but if he cheats he is long gone and if he does right and never cheats he will become my forever. It just feels like sometimes this is all my fault and It hurts but i have a feeling that one day it will happen but don’t know when it will.