So, I went off of my birth control about 3 weeks ago. Long story short, I didn't like how it made me and didn't want it in the first place. I hadn't tracked my ovulation for a few days during my fertile week, because I'll be honest, I wasn't expecting any sex that week. So last Friday (August 10), my husband pounced on me first thing in the morning. Later that day I took an ovulation test and it was strikingly positive. I let him know while he was at work what our chances were of becoming pregnant. A little backstory, we first got pregnant this time last year and it ended in miscarriage. We then had 2 more miscarriages, one in December and the last one in April. My doctor put me on birth control so I wouldn't get pregnant so easily and to give my body a break. Well, as part of my plan for coming off of birth control, I told my husband that I wouldn't let myself get pregnant and we would use alternative contraceptives. Well, clearly didn't happen. So we talked about it and my husband was actually really happy that I could be pregnant. Everyday I've been taking pregnancy tests and I know it's too early to tell but I just want to see the start of line progression. I hope that if I am pregnant, that I can actually carry this one to term. It's just so hard to get through the 2 week wait and then everyday after that. The not knowing what is going to happen to you or your baby is just so damn hard. I don't know if I'll ever be able to have a child and I don't know if I'll ever come to terms with that, I just want to know the reason why I can't carry pregnancies to full term. Right now, we can't find any reasons. Thanks for reading!