I could really use some words of positivity or funny stories or someone else’s stress besides mine please. 0@2-:3

I appreciate you ladies for the positive and stressors going on in your lives. I am diagnosed bipolar on medication but grandmother just passed away unexpectedly, anxiety had been through the roof causing me to self sabotage my relationships. All the while I just want to stay in bed all day and not spread my toxic ness around. But I’m suffocating under everything and idk how to feel or if I am feeling is rational. Nothing seems to be making sense right now. And I feel very on edge with anxiety. That’s a little back story on myself!