6wks pp and I see no light in sight. things are actually getting harder as time goes on... I'm positive its because I'm exclusively pumping so between that and baby, I feel like there is no time for anything at all. if it's not the baby, it's time to pump, if it's not time to pump, its baby. my house is a complete wreck. as soon as I get it together, it's back wrecked. Cooking takes everything out of me. I'm embarrassed to admit I dont get to shower some days. I feel like I'm neglecting my other child and definitely myself. bottom line is, I have been trying sooo hard to stick with it but I feel so discouraged. I would have so much more time if I didnt have to pump continuously. 😫 I want my baby toghave the best nourishment possible but I am absolutely exhausted and feeling defeated. How do you mange?

I went to my PP appointment today and was prescribed zoloft. I was ok with it at the time but now having anxiety about actually taking it.