Why is this so stressful? 6wks+6 days

Second pregnancy, my daughter is 7 years old. Her pregnancy was smooth, except for light bleeding during first trimester. Here I am, with my second and feel so stressed out, as I don’t want to make a ER visit every time I think somethings wrong..

Yesterday we were out taking a walk, I felt some kind of discharge..went to wipe, and it was somewhat on the brighter red. I monitored it, no cramps and it didn’t get worse. I went to sleep, went to the bathroom a few times to pee, nothing. This morning, I had a light pink/brown discharge but nothing heavy.

Omgosh mommas, this is just so stressful! I just want a healthy baby!!! With my hormones going out of wack, the spotting isn’t making it better. As much as I tried to stay calm, I cried myself to sleep. All I can do is pray..I have my first doctors apt on aug.30th, for my 8 wk appointment...I just want to lay in bed and cry!!

Pictures as reference. The brighter red was early yesterday..and darker one this morning so