I hate the first trimester.

How can anyone like being pregnant during this time? Feels like the dirty part of pregnancy that nobody talks about.

I'm out of my mind upset and worried because last week I had an abdominal ultrasound at 7+6 and saw nothing. Now I go in tomorrow at 8+6 and it's just twiddling my thumbs while I feel like trash hoping my baby isn't just dead.

Way too many people know. I just bet I'll find out there was never a baby at all and I'll have to disappoint everyone who knows already.

My husband just can't cope with my tiredness. He gets all down when I shut down an hour into something fun he wanted to do and just doesn't understand I am doing my best. (He is sweet and always bends over backwards to make it good for me, but I can't even find energy to smile).

I can't get enough sleep, drink enough water, or break the constant headache. I want to literally die now please. Can I go into a coma until 20 weeks when this is supposed to actually be exciting and nice? Not like I'll probably even get there since there's probably no baby in there and I'm just feeling like trash for no reason because the damn ultrasound showed nothing

Just needed to rant...tired of seeing everyone's perfect ultrasounds when mine was a failure just like me. I shouldn't even go in tomorrow

Edit: wow hormones make me an ogre lmao

I feel better now