Squirting

So im like 90% sure that I have made myself squirt twice but im not 100% sure what does it feel like?? And if I did really make myself squirt is it normal for it to feel like ur peeing or about to pee??? Or am I totaly off target??? I ask because my boyfriend has almost made me do what I think is squirting like a handful of tines and im scared of his reaction he said he thinks it would be hot but if I'm not squirting idk what it is but it feels amazing any advice will help....