Relationship

My boyfriend and I have been together for almost 8 months now, we’ve been friends since middle school and we now also live together. Our relationship has hit a rocky patch in our lives and we both understand why. He told me he wants to go out of town and get some space from me. I have a really bad time trusting him only for the fact that he’s given me reasons not in the past and he’s also expressed the feeling that until I get a second job that he doesn’t love me as much and doesn’t see a future with me because he feels that I’m not supporting us financially enough the way I would like to, though I’m working on it. But I just need advice on how to get through a night knowing my boyfriend is out of town alone in hotel room somewhere. I don’t really have any friends normally he’s who I hang out with on a day to day bases. So I need things I can do on my own. Any advice?? I’m really dreading this night!