Has anyone done a home birth being a FTM?

I’m pregnant with my rainbow and I’m sooo scared to go to the hospital all I ever hear are horror stories and I’m completely against epidurals and all that horrible unnatural medication.

What was your experience like? I’m really debating to do one but I’m scared at the same time . I understand you can have the option to opt out on medications at hospitals but I just don’t trust it. And also my fear is to have a csection like absolutely terrified anyone who has gone through it I give major props to. Im scared that if I go to the hospital they’ll force me to get one and I’ve heard stories where women were almost forced to have a csection just for them to go to a different hospital and they gave birth naturally ... anyways off topic let me know your home birth stories help a first time mama out 💕