California trip! Never worn a bikini. Is it too much? *update*

I am going to California next week. I just bought this bikini. I am a bit self conscious about it cause of my stretch Mark's after two babies. Do I look ok in this? I'm newly divorced about 4 months ago but was final. I looking forward to getting back out there. Just still a little self conscious. My ex was very mentally abusive. I would love some feedback and opinions. Thanks!

I just wanted to say thank you to you lovely ladies. Thanks for giving me a brust of confidence!! I am definitely going to rock this bikini!! This is an updated pic. Chopped my hair off!! Thank again you ladies rock!!