I’m so damn sad...help

So I recently started college at an HBCU and I haven’t been feeling like myself. I’m uncomfortable with everything and everyone around me. I can’t take a shit without being self conscious. I’m anxious, nervous, and emotionally exhausted.

My roommate is very passive and quiet the artsy type but she’s Caucasian and I don’t understand the culture so I can’t tell if I’m overstepping or not. I wanted to find my best friend but it’s not going well.

I miss my family and past way of life so damn much. It’s so hard to think about home because all I want to do is cry. Classes start tomorrow and I’m going through it.

Can you guys send me words of encouragement or pray for me? I need a boost so I don’t end up flunking of worse.