Faith being tested!?!?

Thangs have been going bad here lately. James lost his job. I have no job. We lost the place we where staying in. Stayed with his mom. She kicked me out. James stood up for me. Now we live with my parents. His mother started going around talking about me saying i cheated on James, that Im a bitch, Im a ungoldy brat, that im disrespectful, that i keep her son from her and his brother, that i use him ext. I'm not that type of person at all. This all has made me more depressed then I have been. Idk! What to do anymore. See me and James love the lord we have him in are relationship, and yes we do live in sin but were not perfect. I just can't help but think Is god trying to punish us for living in sin or is he trying to test are love, faith and strength in each other. I don't wanna doubt god bc that is the worse thing we can do. Because we really need the lord right now.