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please don’t be mean. this will sound rlly rlly stupid and like i’ve messed my life but please don’t stereotype or be mean thanks

i used to be rlly unpopular at my school. i recently moved schools coz i was unhappy. i always felt uncomfortable and like everyone was judging me. my parents had divorced i had found out a lot of things i didn’t want to find out and i was broken. moving schools was like a fresh start for me. it was almost symbolic for putting everything behind me.

i’ve moved school (6 weeks ago) and i sit with the popular group. (please don’t hate me because this is where i think people will get mad.) they’re all nice but a couple of them are starting to talk less and interact with me less. it might just be me overanalysing everything and overthinking but i’m scared that the popular group at my old school have told my new group of friends how much of a weirdo i used to be.

i didn’t change myself because i felt like i had to, i changed because i needed a change and because i genuinely wanted to.

so yeah i’ve been rlly insecure about that for a while now because the new friends who have been seeming distant are the ones who are good friends with the popular girls at my old school.

this was kinda just a rant that i needed to get out there of my shoulders. i know it sounds stupid but when you’re my age it’s all that matters. :):