Ok so it’s a chance that I could be pregnant me and this guy( father of my first child) are not together but just mess around from time to time. Well this time it was different because he mentioned that he has a girlfriend which is fine but he asks me to have an abortion if I am pregnant. I wanted to kill him I did but I’m scared cause I’m afraid that I will have another child to love all by myself. On top of that I’m scared because I just started talking to someone and I’m scared that he will leave me if I am. Like what do I do? Sorry to post my issue but I needed to vent.