I'm an awful wife..I think.

So I found out I was pregnant a week ago. My husband is a truck driver so hes been gone for almost 2 weeks. I haven't told many people. My neighbor brought me a piece of cake for my birthday today. I just sorta couldn't help but tell him. He and my husband are good friends. I told my husband I blurted it out. He was so freaking pissed. Apparently he had told me not to tell him and I have no recollection of this. He wanted to tell him. But I didnt know that. I took it away from him without realizing it. He feels left out on the road. He has no family left besides us and 1 brother hes not close to. Couldn't feel worse. He gets back tomorrow. I was excited but now I feel like shit. 😭