Scared

Im so scared that Ill never have another baby.

Me and my husband lost our son in Feb born sleeping since then we've been all over the place, we planned our sons funeral, I had to have a D+C because of retained placenta, we got married, we moved house, we're now have financial problems because my husband cant sell his flat and we have to pay 2 lots of bills and mortgages. We are under alot of stress and worry, Ive also recently lost an Auntie due to a horrible accident so that hasnt been helpful either.

My periods have always been reguler 28/29 days except this month when it went on for 35 days, Ive never been that late without being pregnant, I had a bad experience at the hospital I had my son and Im worried they mucked me up that I cant have anymore, everyone keeps saying to me stop wanting it so much, but how can not want something that Im desperate for, how am I supposed to stop trying.

Why have my periods gone from being clockwork to being late by a week, am I still ovulating, am we just not doing it enough, are we not getting our timings right, is the constant stress and worry making my cycle go haywire.

How can I not worry when this happens with my periods.