I give up ! I’ve literally lost hope

My period is finally regular. I’ve tracked ovulation. I had sex on all my days . Multiple times an I never get a positive test they always come out negative. I don’t see why god won’t give me a baby. I would be a great mom. I’m not a bad person. There are people in this world that beat and abuse there kids why did they get blessed if that was the life they were gonna get? It’s not right . When you have woman who do there best and would be great moms am guess what they never get pregnant? It annoys me and I try every month and it never happens for me . I’m tired of always seeing them negative test . It just makes me fall apart like when will it be my turn ? 😩😢😭😭😭