What’s different this time?

After three losses one at 6 week then 10 week and then 7 weeks, I’m now 16 weeks pregnant and I could not be more thankful or grateful and I’m beyond happy.

But I keep thinking why has this one got so far and the others didn’t?

I still have the feeling of I’m going to lose this one too and I feel like I’m still not going to end up holding my baby in my arms in 5 months 😩